Today

My alarm clock went off at 7:15am. I turned it off. Went back to bed. Slept until it was 7:45am. Got up. Took a shower. Brushed my teeth in the shower. Washed my hair for the first time in 4 days in the shower. Got out. Dried my hair. Got dressed. Made breakfast, ate breakfast. Put lunch in my bag. Went to school.

After school. Vocal jazz. Ate brownies that Bella baked. Jammed with Mr. Myung after Vocal Jazz. Got picked by my mother. Dropped Christina off at the Skytrain station. Went home. Took a nap. Woke up at 7:45pm. Ate a sandwich.
.............Went on Facebook. Went on Twitter.

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beep.bop.boop.berb.bleep.bloop.

The Future Looms

Hi there everyone,
I'm feeling very frazzled right now, just a side effect of thinking about the future and thinking about a job and all that crap. My mom really wants me to go major in French and then get some government job, but I feel like a government job means a desk job in a cubicle and that not only doesn't appeal to me... it frightens me. I don't want to waste away in some tedious position that I abhor and detest... I don't want to be stuck in one place all my life. I want to go places, be a part of moving forward... I want to spend my career pushing the limits of creative thinking and artistic expression, not stuck in a box working with someone over me telling me where the line has been drawn.
Argh. Argh. Argh.

I am afraid. I am afraid of the future and what it could possibly hold for me. I am afraid of being forced to become something I don't want to be. I'm afraid of working at a job that pays well, but one that I hate.


I'm so afraid for next year.

ONE DAY

I decided to get a life. And guess what? It didn't work.



I need to do my BIBLE WORLDVIEW PROJECT!!!!! BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

I haven't written a poem in awhile

Love is the white rose in full bloom in the middle of May
It is the soft, cool wind that touched your skin and sends warm shivers down your spine.
Love is the sunlight peeking through dark, grey clouds on a melancholic and gloomy day.
It is the feeling that propels you to protect and serve.
It is the commitment that leads you to honor and support.

Love is the gravity to sticks you to the Earth.
It is unwavering, reliable, and the most powerful of hurricanes.
Love is the Tsunami that sweeps over and has the power to take, destroy, and wreak utter havoc, but doesn't.
It is the idea that spurs your mind to give up all traces of facade.
It is the command that stirs your heart to open up to complete vulnerablity.

Let us love not with words, but with action and in the truth....



Based on my experiences, teachings, and the Bible. What do I know of love? I'm just a 17 year old.

Ma Vie.

Alors....serieusement, J'aime vraiment mon abilité parler et écrire en francais...J'aime le langue plus beaucoup....bleugh....

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Top Ten List of Awesome Stuff:
1.I got my green goggles of awesome ness!
2.My grad dress is done!! It's so pretty.
3.^ now I get to go find heels. >:D
4.I'm actually kinda doing stuff in Law 12... it's sort of working for me
5.Next Thursday is the Fall Music Concert....:P It's gonna be awesome
6.My blanket still smells good even though I washed it like two weeks ago
7.I think I didn't fail my biology test. I think I maybe kinda did good...ish.
8.I think I'ma preorder the book The Fault in Our Stars...just because I've so far read one of his books and I'm currently on another and.....yeah....:P
9.My room has been kinda clean the past four days... it's record!!
10.I just handed in my resume and I may or may not be called in for a wet screen on Wednesday.
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Happy!! IS I!!! I is hAPPY!!!.. je suis trés content maintenant. Je t'aime Seigneur!!! Tu as donné moi plus des bénédictions!!!! I like going to church. It's fun. It's like....always in the top three things of my weekend. Seriously.

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I made an awesome simile using my knowledge of biology and I don't want to forget it...so I'm post it here.

"I miss you like a nucleotide would miss its purine base"
                                                        - Nancy Le, October 26th 2011




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:) I love you all. Thank you for existing.

Romeo and Juliet : Oh the Idiocy!

Okay, I know that I will probably get a lot of hate for this blog,but you know what? I don't really care all that much, so long as my opinion gets heard.

I think that Romeo is just another infatuated teenager and Juliet is no better. Romeo's track record as we know it is Rosaline and then Juliet. In the beginning he is "oh so in love" with this one chick who's decided to take a vow of chastity and become a nun and Romeo's uber heartbroken because A. This absolutely eliminates any relationship between, B. He wants to get with her. In bed.
So poor little teenaged Romeo really likes this girl and can't have her, so he's whining and sulking in his room writing poetry and speaking in pentatonic way...Then his wonderful cousin named Benvolio whisks him away to a party of their archenemy and then he once again "falls in love" with Juliet. And Juliet being the stupid 13 year old she is just takes the bait ditches the celebrity prince and a week later, they all die. Wonderful.

I'm just not seeing the amazing romance here. Maybe I'm just stupid. Maybe I should see the romance and ignore all the bs I see in it. Meh.