She's a Cutter

For the person in agony



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That first night, blood dripped
It felt so free
The harm she's done
Why can't she see?

Outside, so beautiful
"Life's great, no lies"
But I can see, I can hear
the soul that cries

Stalks up to her room
the blade is in her hand
To stop seeing red
She cuts away, and it feels grand

Hugs herself in the night
But she won't let those eyes cry
"Tears are for the weak" she says...
"I'd rather die"

"Who the fuck gives a shit?
"I see no hands raised
"I wanna wreck myself inside
"And for these actions, I'm praised"

"No one else is getting hurt
"what I'm doing isn't wrong"
But if only she knew
that I was writing this song...

Because I love her so much
and can't watch scars being made
If I could take her place for her
I'd gladly make the trade

I just need her to know
Life isn't always about "staying strong"
And held to human flesh
is not where a knife belongs

So I'm screaming "Please...stop!"
But she just can't hear
To words like "I care" and "You're beautiful"
She's deaf in the ear

But how can I stand by
and watch this tragedy take place
Someone has to take action
before it's her death we all face

...Maybe what she deals with
I just can't understand
But in case she chooses to jump
I'll have a safe spot for her to land.

"Interesting question."

That first day that I explored,
you gave me the entire tour.
A new place that I've never seen
where first kisses could have been.

And I walked through your memories,
jumped into your past.
You let me in completely
even though I never asked.

And the feelings that rushed through me; they're almost gone
But these words that echo in my head, they play like a song.
You're the one, you are the one.
You're the one, you are the one.

Lying here near your heart
staring into space.
The seconds keep ticking in my head;
we've got none to waste.

So confess to me all your heart's desires,
I've got mine to share.
Let's use the moment to our advantage
We have no time to spare.

And the feelings that rushed through me; they're almost gone
But these words that echo in my head, they play like a song.
You're the one, you are the one.
You're the one, you are the one.

But 12:40's on the clock and we've got to end this dream.
I've got to leave this place before they figure out our scheme.

Hold me one more time, before I go away.
Don't know if I'll come back again any other day.


And the feelings that rushed through me; they're almost gone
But these words that echo in my head, they play like a song.
You're the one, you are the one.
You're the one, you are the one.

 Lo and behold, as I turned around
it's only you that I see.
What I saw in your eyes, I will never forget.
They were speaking to me, saying...

You're the one, you are the one.
You're the one, you are the one.

You're the one, you are the one.
You're the one, you are the one.

F.R.M.L.

Run away with me,
Have no fear.
Take my hand,
We're out of here.

I think it's pretty good having taken 15 seconds to write it.

There's a point in time when green is blue
When life is good, when lies are true.
Rarely ever is one lucky enough
to see it through...
When has the sky not yet fallen?
Is the land gonna stay cracked?
Heaven forbid I curse the days
Open the fiery pit below,
I burst into flames.

Pillow.

I am so tired
You have no idea.
I just wish that my pillow were here.

To My Valentine.

Hold me, hold me...as the tears run down my face...
Memories and fears
that I cannot erase...
Help me forget
All these things of the past
And bring me the future
...when we're together at last.

Caution! The following is NOT for those against PDA.

Floating


I wanna fly with you. In the sky. At night.
With all the stars shining bright.
Feel the wind alive beneath our wings
Here with you, it's the Heart that sings

Only a vision, a wish, a dream...


Under the stars is where we'll stay
Us together, forever this way.

LOLS o-h-n-a-i-r-b!

Roses are red
Violets are blue
I really don't know...
what to write about you...
All I know is your my friend...
But only been for a pretty short time
So this'll be hard,
But I'll try to make it rhyme. :)
So I see you every Sunday,
I don't know if that's good or bad
but I think if we ever stopped cheating...
My marks would be pretty sad
and there was this one time
when you thought you knew who I liked...
Don't worry about a thing
you know you're not my type. xD

Story Of My Love Life. As of now.

Always there, always listening
"I don't care"
Now you're whistling...
Get the picture?
"I am ...confused"
I see flickers
of your feelings
in the shadows..
What the Fudge?!
Turn around
I love ice cream.
Mushroom.

Hope

I dreamt a dream
a wonderful thing
My heart leapt with joy.
Out of the shadows appeared a knight called Hope
He gestured I follow him to the fields of happiness
Green grass
and the vivid sun shone
I opened my eyes to find...
All anxiety had gone.

Such a vision to have,
my one and only...
Dream
I'll remember you.

miss him already
gotta drag myself away
why should i have to go
when there are so many reasons to stay


Hannah, you've got it all wrong,
it's the other way around, crazy

The Almond Astronaut

The Almond Astronaut
He flies at night
The Almond Astronaut
Stay out of his sight
For he can vanquish
your every smile
And you'd never notice
all the while...


How would it feel?
To never smile?
Numb with depression...
Nothing's worthwhile

..well..you know what they say.
If you can't turn up the corners, sag the middle. :)






By Nancy Le feat. Kevin Le
'cause we cool like dat.

on the spot.

Don't know how the future's gonna turn out...
Wondering what life really is about...
Hopin' some way, we can come through with this plan...

Are you with me?

4:22
and i'm thinkin' 'bout you,
dunno what to do..
but then what else is new?

Who are YOU?!

I'm confused...are you still my friend?
Cause that's what you said.
'best friends til the end'
But it doesn't make sense when I call and you're out
and I don't get a call back.
and it adds to the doubt...
It's really fine; I don't care
if you moved on and left me behind
I just don't think it's fair
to just leave me to find
that my friend just left me
without a single word...
and that lies and fake promises
were the last things I ever heard
.....

i feel a poem comin' on..........

i think that the cherries are ripe today
gosh..it's too sunny to go outside and play
what is there to do? what am i to say?
i don't know...

ramble, ramble, ramble.....

this is what happens when i try to write
all the good words disappear from my sight
so really nothing is gonna make sense
so as you read this...don't think i'm too dense

and that's why this blog is called : musings of a CRAZY person

The Cliche Song.

When I see you, I don't know what to say
You've got me tongue-tied in every single way
And even though I'm too shy to tell the truth
There's nowhere I'd rather be than with you

CHORUS:
('Cause) You make my head spin round 'n round
My heart flies like a bird just set free
Look into your eyes and I can hardly breathe
Everything's perfect when you are with me

When I'm with you, I feel like I can fly
You make me feel like I can touch the sky
I'm just a girl whose had her world turned upside-down
Wonderin' if this is love I've finally found

CHORUS

Bridge ~

All I need is you beside me
All I want is to see you smile
All i need is you to see that

You are my dream come true.....Kind of
And all I can hope is that you might feel the way I do


CHORUS x 2

the end. :P

Yeah...so I have no idea what to call it so if any of you creepers out there wanna help, I would greatly appreciate it. Keep in mind while you're reading this whoever you are, it's a song! It's not super seriously the honest truth...it's more like the truth except warped and melted and blended into a song. Sure, it's based on a couple things and people but yeah, you get the point.

Leave me a comment!

Confused.

I am confused
What should I do?
ignore it.
pretend it isn't there.
Which is kind of hard to do..
It's everywhere
How can I turn my back on it?
how can I ignore what seems so important to me?
I can't.
But knowing me...
i'll probably try...
-otis

A Very Cute Poem.

found it in my poem folder this morning. while tryna find some inspiration for my song..musta written like over a year ago....

untitled:

I don't want to admit it
But I know that it's true
As much as I've tried to hide it
...I'm in love with you

chorus of a song i'm working on...

you make my head spin round 'n round
my heart flies like a bird just set free
look into your eyes and i can hardly breathe
everything's perfect when you are with me.