I haven't written a poem in awhile

Love is the white rose in full bloom in the middle of May
It is the soft, cool wind that touched your skin and sends warm shivers down your spine.
Love is the sunlight peeking through dark, grey clouds on a melancholic and gloomy day.
It is the feeling that propels you to protect and serve.
It is the commitment that leads you to honor and support.

Love is the gravity to sticks you to the Earth.
It is unwavering, reliable, and the most powerful of hurricanes.
Love is the Tsunami that sweeps over and has the power to take, destroy, and wreak utter havoc, but doesn't.
It is the idea that spurs your mind to give up all traces of facade.
It is the command that stirs your heart to open up to complete vulnerablity.

Let us love not with words, but with action and in the truth....



Based on my experiences, teachings, and the Bible. What do I know of love? I'm just a 17 year old.

Ma Vie.

Alors....serieusement, J'aime vraiment mon abilité parler et écrire en francais...J'aime le langue plus beaucoup....bleugh....

cool.


Top Ten List of Awesome Stuff:
1.I got my green goggles of awesome ness!
2.My grad dress is done!! It's so pretty.
3.^ now I get to go find heels. >:D
4.I'm actually kinda doing stuff in Law 12... it's sort of working for me
5.Next Thursday is the Fall Music Concert....:P It's gonna be awesome
6.My blanket still smells good even though I washed it like two weeks ago
7.I think I didn't fail my biology test. I think I maybe kinda did good...ish.
8.I think I'ma preorder the book The Fault in Our Stars...just because I've so far read one of his books and I'm currently on another and.....yeah....:P
9.My room has been kinda clean the past four days... it's record!!
10.I just handed in my resume and I may or may not be called in for a wet screen on Wednesday.
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Happy!! IS I!!! I is hAPPY!!!.. je suis trés content maintenant. Je t'aime Seigneur!!! Tu as donné moi plus des bénédictions!!!! I like going to church. It's fun. It's like....always in the top three things of my weekend. Seriously.

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I made an awesome simile using my knowledge of biology and I don't want to forget it...so I'm post it here.

"I miss you like a nucleotide would miss its purine base"
                                                        - Nancy Le, October 26th 2011




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:) I love you all. Thank you for existing.

Romeo and Juliet : Oh the Idiocy!

Okay, I know that I will probably get a lot of hate for this blog,but you know what? I don't really care all that much, so long as my opinion gets heard.

I think that Romeo is just another infatuated teenager and Juliet is no better. Romeo's track record as we know it is Rosaline and then Juliet. In the beginning he is "oh so in love" with this one chick who's decided to take a vow of chastity and become a nun and Romeo's uber heartbroken because A. This absolutely eliminates any relationship between, B. He wants to get with her. In bed.
So poor little teenaged Romeo really likes this girl and can't have her, so he's whining and sulking in his room writing poetry and speaking in pentatonic way...Then his wonderful cousin named Benvolio whisks him away to a party of their archenemy and then he once again "falls in love" with Juliet. And Juliet being the stupid 13 year old she is just takes the bait ditches the celebrity prince and a week later, they all die. Wonderful.

I'm just not seeing the amazing romance here. Maybe I'm just stupid. Maybe I should see the romance and ignore all the bs I see in it. Meh.

Birthday Girl

Hi there, nice to meet you. Thank you very much.

So. I'm 17. Whoopee! I am now old enough to get my N. Yaaaayyyy....

Okay. That was a short blog.

My Day Aujourd'hui : Garage/Coaching/My Date Tomorrow

Bonjour, mes amis! Et bienvenue a mon page... Aujourd'hui je parlerais aux ma vie... oh my goodness... mon français est mauvais vraiment...serieusement....

Anyways!! Hi there. It is I. The Nancy of Your Dreams. or Nightmares. Whichever Tu Est Preféré.



Garage
So. I have some friends who kind of suck at making plans ahead of time. They're the more last minute type people. But that's okay. So last night at 9pm something at night, I received a call and was asked to go to Grandview Corners and since we'd already discussed this and I thought it had been cancelled, apparently had been revived. And I had kinda had my eye on these pair of pants..[at ze store called GARAGE].but I didn't think I was gonna get 'em so whatever...right? Right. 'Cause I'ma tryna be FRUGALISTICAL. But I tried 'em on...and they were SUPERCALLIFRAGGILISTICALLY comfortable to like the EXPIALIDOCIOUSIST degree. So... I borrowed money from my buddies' mom and from the cashier person... 'cause I didn't wanna get change from a ten dollar bill when all I needed was like 31 cents...BUT I GOT AWESOME PANTS!!! YAYY!! and I kinda really felt bad about borrowing money from my buddies' mom even though I'd already paid her back...so I'ma bake up some cookies for her. :P
Cookies make everything better. True story.

Coaching:
Today, I had to coach three little monkeys how to swim. One's uber talkative and distracted. One's super duper competitive and another's cute and cuddly and can't swim. It's a hard life, I tell ya. It's so....hard to coach when everyone's at such a different level... I was so scared at the beginning though. I haven't taught in awhile... Meh. I needn't bother with them for the next two weeks though.

My Date Tomorrow:
With a certain pretty dame. That's right. She's coming over to bake cookies and for my mother to inspect her wonderfulness. Here's where my stupidity comes in.... So I have this thing where I think that there is a certain ladder of popularity in school and it is that LAW. Like there are people that are on the second to highest rung and they mustn't mingle with those in the lower middle rungs...And this friend of mine is kinda one of those top people and I'm one of those lower/middle persons. So...yeah. I'm baking cookies with her for our Junior Friday Vocal Jazz group...which we are gonna be holding practice for on Mondays.... lol... yeah... this should be interesting. :)


Life is inexplicably great. Some moments are kinda sucky. Some moments are kinda awesome. It's all a part of the beauty.

Andrew Potter

:)

He has funny hair. He's got funny dance moves. He's kinda funny-looking... haha, no...that's mean. He's cool. I first realized the existence of this fellow almost a year ago. He came to my school from Russia and he had a funny accent. He arrived in math class one day and was seated behind me and the rest was history. He hung around and made friends everyone but in the end, he decided that my group of people were the coolest and he chooses to bless us with his presence every lunch time.

He has two darling looking sisters who are both younger than him and he plays guitar like a semi-pro.
Also, I'm lucky enough to sit next to him in media. He's a funny boy. He's my friend.

But he's not always that awesome. Well...he kinda is. There are times of awkwardness and fobbyness, but those don't last very long. Most people genuinely like this kid. I mean, adult... He's like..19. He's my 19 year old Russian friend.

and without him, I wouldv'e never known the magnificence of Vitas. Thanks buddy.

P.S: his name is actually Andrei Gontcharov. I just translated it. Bwahaha.

My Immune System

Awesome sauce. All of the enzymes and hormones and golgi bodies are working and it's great. Now I have homework to attend to. Just watch me drift and read The Book Thief instead. Classic Nancy.

My Confused Digestive System

I am pretty damn sick right now and it sucks because when you're in the twelfth grade and very involved in the music program, you don't really have the time to be pretty damn sick. Also, it's really painful.......and right now I'm watching my covers on youtube to distract myself from the pain of it. Yup, that's right, I have sunk that low. And the funny part is, it's working.

The pain of listening to my own recorded voice singing somehow magically overrides the pain of my confused digestive system. The sad part is that this morning when I first awoke from my fleeting slumber at like 7:15am, I felt perfectly fine...and then I moved....and apparently my stomach very reluctantly complied.

Let me try to demonstrate to you the pain that I am...which is a lot better than yesterday because yesterday I had  headache and a fever for part of it...Okay fine, it's not that bad....but it's still pretty bad...like it's .....ugh!!! I'm mad at my digestive system. Blegh.

Sick.

I feel like I have a really crappy immune system. I get sick so easily. I guess this is payback for all those times in elementary school that I didn't get sick. Oh well. It's part of the frailties of being a human.

My Two Personalities: Doing Homework

"I. Am. Behind".

"No, I'm not. Why would I be behind? Psh...you craaazy."

"I have homework to do."

"Yeah...not much though...it can wait..."

"Not much?? There's bio, choir, jazz, french..."

"Yeah? So? That's it? Oh my goodness, Nancy, you have to SING for homework, it's not that hard..."

"YES IT IS!!!!!! And bio...oh, bio........"

"Oh my goodness! If you're that worried, just shut up and do it!"

"Okay fine! I will!"

*takes out homework*

...

*looks at homework*

10 seconds later...

*puts homework away and goes to sleep*

1

The only one...

Blessed

So it's Thanksgiving, a holiday where we are all forced to remember how blessed we are to possessed the things that we do, and remember how grateful we should be for all of the wonderful things in our lives. But what if we have a sucky life? What is there to thank God for if it feels like waking up every morning is a dreaded thing. What do we do then? Here's the answer and if you're in this position, you're gonna hate it and not do it, but here's the answer: Thank God anyways. It's not just ignoring the bad things in life and pretending everything is perfect, it's embracing the not-so-great situations and figuring out the reason it's there and being grateful for that.

" Rejoice always, pray continually,  give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus."  - 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18



Fortunately for me, the Lord has rained multiple blessings and has made a great work in my life. I have wonderful family and friends even though there are a lot of times when they get on my nerves, or I get on theirs (mainly the latter). I have the blessing of going to a Christian school where I am surrounded by so many figures of caring, loving teachers. I've got a roof over my head, a bed to sleep in, clothes to wear. A laptop to feed my addiction to Facebook. The ability to sing. Free healthcare.[ Gosh, it's becoming a list]. And food. We cannot forget food. So many things to be grateful for. I just love life in general. For now.

Re: Cuddling/Highlights of the Gathering.

My cuddling needs were met yesterday which makes me really happy. In the presence of all my friends. In the dark. During Inception. "Come closer Ryan...come closer..."

Tempting? I think so. [No, it really wasn't tempting at all. ;) ]

Besides that, I actually for real had a birthday party thingy yesterday and it didn't completely suck...in my opinion. Which is pretty awesome and I don't think that I completely failed at being a hostess. Oh my goodness.

Three highlights of the night that made things extra awesome:

1. While blowing out the candles, I left none...which meant that I'm not gonna have any boyfriends. Now we all know how ironic that would be...Me of all people not have a single boyfriend. Maybe it's because I'm married though...

2. When I opened a wonderful gift from Hannah, Bianca, Victor, and sort of Toren, and I found two beautiful wonderful bras inside and I basically laughed my head off for like 5 minutes straight, my face must have been so red....Oh man...One of them was really pretty though...the red one with black lace...haha, I also got some candles from Toren himself...maybe there's some seducing in my future? ;) 

3. When I pushed Ryan Mock out of my house. And his mom looked amused. Because when she was coming to pick him and my brother Alex up...he was kinda stuck behind me and him tryna put his converse on...and his mom wanted him outside or something...So then I pushed him out...of my house. and his mother looked amused.

The movie was okay. The fire was freakin' awesome. The gifts were...they made me smile because people actually thought through what they were gonna give me and if they didn't end up giving me anything, I was pretty glad that they came anyways...because you have no idea how scared I was that this shindig was goona fail and no one would come and everything would suck. So contrary to my pessimistic expectations, it was pretty awesome. :)

Shiiiiiieeeeettttt!!!

I gots a partay today and I gots to get ready for it!!!!!

Which means... HOUSECLEANING!!! fml.   =_="