au contraire

Contrary to my expectations, I am not super scared about getting my hair cut uber short. Also contrary to my expectations, I am not currently being swarmed by majorly depression self-esteem lowering thoughts about how my love is going away for almost two weeks with two beautiful girls. I actually laughed when I typed that. Actually, I'm kinda sorta maybe actually looking forward to Spring break...Star Wars marathon that may or may not happen [though I certainly hope it does...dunno if my mom will approve of 12 hours of movie watching with two dudes], birthday party that may or may not happen[ but better happen or else it would have been postponed for a whole freakin' month], WSI course that will finally signal the end of my lifeguarding course [finally!!]...and other things that may or may not happen. Oh...the gifts that life gives and what sighs we give as we reluctantly receive them. The future is full of potential.