In a crowded room, it's only him that I see...

So many words to say, yet they all avoid my lips. Feelings so deep and intense, it feels as though my heart could burst any minute, any second...all this hope gone to waste and all these dreams nearly shattered...oh, the irony, the sickening irony that is life and the heart-wrenching, silent, and sad smile that is my light. Pray that next time I will not be rendered speechless nor will I surrender to the voiceless shadow I became.