Dear God,
Fo' shiz I got myself a question that I have been dying to find an answer to. And I am so not willing to wait till the afterlife to get it. Why on Earth did you make me such a jealous girl??? WHY?! I need to know what this has to do with Your Plan of Awesomeness. So far, it has only wreaked havoc in my being, it's like having an ongoing civil war inside of myself. Of course I don't have to explain it to You since You've probably already noticed, but OH MY GOODNESS!!!!! I don't want to feel this way no matter how often it is and I don't want to resent people for the foolish reason that is my jealously. It is mean, unreasonable, and a fault of mine that I despise. Bah. and no, this is not a prayer, this is a monologue between a "work of art" (Psh...) and a Creator. I wonder if Your ever hurt when one of your creations lashes out and complains about themselves...like I am doing now. Another one of those questions which I must ask when I meet You which hopefully I shall... except for this one...I expect a loud booming voice to speak to me from the clouds some time soon.
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