National Lifeguard Service

Oh my goodness! I am so ANXIOUS!!!!

Apparently, this is supposed to be the hardest of the lifeguarding courses out there!!!! OMG I am so gonna die.....I'm gonna die.I'm gonna die. I'm gonna DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How the hell am I [a 5 foot tall, weak, skinny, 95 lbs asian litte girl] supposed to pass this thing?!?! I'm gonna have to practice saving people twice my height and weight for goodness' sakes!! Baahhhhh...I'd rather be at the mall wandering around and wasting money..but noooooo....I get to do a course on life saving....I'd better pass the first time, or I couldn't bare having to do this thing twice. :(((((

I am honestly really anxious right now. I have absolutely no idea what I'm getting into. Ugh.
Oh well. Whatever. It'll all be over by Thursday night.
I hope I pass.

I'm gonna die. x_x