Just three days....just gotta hold on for three more days...and then it'll be all over. Might as well give it my all ,right? It's only 72 more hours. No biggie. I can do it. I might not pass, but for sure I'll be able to survive 72 more hours physical and psychological stress. and think of how much crap I'll have learned by the end of it. It'll be fine. I might not pass the course and I might have to do it again, but it'll be fine.
As long as I keep this cold a cold and not have it develop into strep throat or bronchitis.
*Prays*
Monday, December 27, 2010
National Lifeguard Service cont.
NLS isn't that bad. Just the daily seven hour dose of physical pain, exhaustion, and torture that I need. Especially while I'm sick. It's great!
Note: If you can't sense the sarcasm then I suggest that you go to the hospital. Immediately.
Note: If you can't sense the sarcasm then I suggest that you go to the hospital. Immediately.
Saturday, December 25, 2010
National Lifeguard Service
Oh my goodness! I am so ANXIOUS!!!!
Apparently, this is supposed to be the hardest of the lifeguarding courses out there!!!! OMG I am so gonna die.....I'm gonna die.I'm gonna die. I'm gonna DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How the hell am I [a 5 foot tall, weak, skinny, 95 lbs asian litte girl] supposed to pass this thing?!?! I'm gonna have to practice saving people twice my height and weight for goodness' sakes!! Baahhhhh...I'd rather be at the mall wandering around and wasting money..but noooooo....I get to do a course on life saving....I'd better pass the first time, or I couldn't bare having to do this thing twice. :(((((
I am honestly really anxious right now. I have absolutely no idea what I'm getting into. Ugh.
Oh well. Whatever. It'll all be over by Thursday night.
I hope I pass.
I'm gonna die. x_x
Apparently, this is supposed to be the hardest of the lifeguarding courses out there!!!! OMG I am so gonna die.....I'm gonna die.I'm gonna die. I'm gonna DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How the hell am I [a 5 foot tall, weak, skinny, 95 lbs asian litte girl] supposed to pass this thing?!?! I'm gonna have to practice saving people twice my height and weight for goodness' sakes!! Baahhhhh...I'd rather be at the mall wandering around and wasting money..but noooooo....I get to do a course on life saving....I'd better pass the first time, or I couldn't bare having to do this thing twice. :(((((
I am honestly really anxious right now. I have absolutely no idea what I'm getting into. Ugh.
Oh well. Whatever. It'll all be over by Thursday night.
I hope I pass.
I'm gonna die. x_x
talking on the phone with my brother
Oh dear!
OMG an elephant!!! he says. Elephants are awesome!!!! <
and here comes the narration of family guy.....and crashed,eh?
My brother is crazy, seeing as he's not really my brother...but he is... [PARADOX ALERT!]
And some big old brown guy saved him from drowning this one time.......must talk him into going into my swim club.
go away.....
if you are too scared to ask my mom to talk to me...you know what? next time I won't call you back. xD
So there!
OMG an elephant!!! he says. Elephants are awesome!!!! <
and here comes the narration of family guy.....and crashed,eh?
My brother is crazy, seeing as he's not really my brother...but he is... [PARADOX ALERT!]
And some big old brown guy saved him from drowning this one time.......must talk him into going into my swim club.
go away.....
if you are too scared to ask my mom to talk to me...you know what? next time I won't call you back. xD
So there!
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
LOLS o-h-n-a-i-r-b!
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I really don't know...
what to write about you...
All I know is your my friend...
But only been for a pretty short time
So this'll be hard,
But I'll try to make it rhyme. :)
So I see you every Sunday,
I don't know if that's good or bad
but I think if we ever stopped cheating...
My marks would be pretty sad
and there was this one time
when you thought you knew who I liked...
Don't worry about a thing
you know you're not my type. xD
Violets are blue
I really don't know...
what to write about you...
All I know is your my friend...
But only been for a pretty short time
So this'll be hard,
But I'll try to make it rhyme. :)
So I see you every Sunday,
I don't know if that's good or bad
but I think if we ever stopped cheating...
My marks would be pretty sad
and there was this one time
when you thought you knew who I liked...
Don't worry about a thing
you know you're not my type. xD
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
rose. aren't. red. oh. but. they. are!
Roses are red, violets are blue
my only fear is that I will forget you.
my only fear is that I will forget you.
Okay. Well. That was awkward.
..................................................................................
dots dots d o t s . . .
OMG! DOTS! d o t s . d o t s . . . . . (those are d o t s ! ! !)
Will you marry me?
No.
Why?
Because you're crazy.
...
*silence*
Hmm...that's a good reason.
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Don't let's talk about these matters; my mind is already full of these useless thing.
[OMG! I used a semi-colon! ...I feel so smart! :) ]
Me:So. Guess what!
Person who is reading this: What.
Me:Ihavedonethemostamazingfeateverdonebyanancyeverbefore!
Person who is reading this: *fake interest* Oh Gee! What's that!
Me: I bought. a dress!!! *squeals*
Person who is reading this: *thinking* I really don't care.
Me: *teardrop
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FOOD. FOOD. FOOD-FOOD-FOOD!
french fries and onion rings taste so good. La-la la-la-la-la
And so does pumpkin PIE!!!!
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I love you too.
But unfortunately for you, I am too cruel to ever bare my soul and actually tell
you.
xD
dots dots d o t s . . .
OMG! DOTS! d o t s . d o t s . . . . . (those are d o t s ! ! !)
Will you marry me?
No.
Why?
Because you're crazy.
...
*silence*
Hmm...that's a good reason.
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Don't let's talk about these matters; my mind is already full of these useless thing.
[OMG! I used a semi-colon! ...I feel so smart! :) ]
Me:So. Guess what!
Person who is reading this: What.
Me:Ihavedonethemostamazingfeateverdonebyanancyeverbefore!
Person who is reading this: *fake interest* Oh Gee! What's that!
Me: I bought. a dress!!! *squeals*
Person who is reading this: *thinking* I really don't care.
Me: *teardrop
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FOOD. FOOD. FOOD-FOOD-FOOD!
french fries and onion rings taste so good. La-la la-la-la-la
And so does pumpkin PIE!!!!
--------------------------------------
I love you too.
But unfortunately for you, I am too cruel to ever bare my soul and actually tell
you.
xD
Monday, December 13, 2010
Incredible...
Really, no joke, I think that I have found the bestest person in the world and (surprise, surprise) it's a girl. :P
Okay seriously, she's the most energetic, silly, kind-hearted, lively, opinionated, respectful, faithful, AND trustworthy person I have ever come in close contact with. AND she's even got good looks to boot! Even though, I never really thought that she was ever very pretty until a couple months ago (the truth hurts baby) I found that what my mom said was absolutely true. She always said that no matter how good-looking someone is on the outside truly, it doesn't matter much because unless they're a good person, they're still gonna seem pretty ugly. Okay, I don't really understand what I just said either...it made sense in Vietnamese okay?!
Point is I have been heavily blessed with the friendship of this person and I should thank God for such a great friendship because she is just absolutely stunning in almost every single possible way. Almost. ;)
Okay seriously, she's the most energetic, silly, kind-hearted, lively, opinionated, respectful, faithful, AND trustworthy person I have ever come in close contact with. AND she's even got good looks to boot! Even though, I never really thought that she was ever very pretty until a couple months ago (the truth hurts baby) I found that what my mom said was absolutely true. She always said that no matter how good-looking someone is on the outside truly, it doesn't matter much because unless they're a good person, they're still gonna seem pretty ugly. Okay, I don't really understand what I just said either...it made sense in Vietnamese okay?!
Point is I have been heavily blessed with the friendship of this person and I should thank God for such a great friendship because she is just absolutely stunning in almost every single possible way. Almost. ;)
Sunday, December 12, 2010
I'm a JEALOUS ...
Dear God,
Fo' shiz I got myself a question that I have been dying to find an answer to. And I am so not willing to wait till the afterlife to get it. Why on Earth did you make me such a jealous girl??? WHY?! I need to know what this has to do with Your Plan of Awesomeness. So far, it has only wreaked havoc in my being, it's like having an ongoing civil war inside of myself. Of course I don't have to explain it to You since You've probably already noticed, but OH MY GOODNESS!!!!! I don't want to feel this way no matter how often it is and I don't want to resent people for the foolish reason that is my jealously. It is mean, unreasonable, and a fault of mine that I despise. Bah. and no, this is not a prayer, this is a monologue between a "work of art" (Psh...) and a Creator. I wonder if Your ever hurt when one of your creations lashes out and complains about themselves...like I am doing now. Another one of those questions which I must ask when I meet You which hopefully I shall... except for this one...I expect a loud booming voice to speak to me from the clouds some time soon.
Fo' shiz I got myself a question that I have been dying to find an answer to. And I am so not willing to wait till the afterlife to get it. Why on Earth did you make me such a jealous girl??? WHY?! I need to know what this has to do with Your Plan of Awesomeness. So far, it has only wreaked havoc in my being, it's like having an ongoing civil war inside of myself. Of course I don't have to explain it to You since You've probably already noticed, but OH MY GOODNESS!!!!! I don't want to feel this way no matter how often it is and I don't want to resent people for the foolish reason that is my jealously. It is mean, unreasonable, and a fault of mine that I despise. Bah. and no, this is not a prayer, this is a monologue between a "work of art" (Psh...) and a Creator. I wonder if Your ever hurt when one of your creations lashes out and complains about themselves...like I am doing now. Another one of those questions which I must ask when I meet You which hopefully I shall... except for this one...I expect a loud booming voice to speak to me from the clouds some time soon.
Saturday, December 11, 2010
New Post.
And I felt like writing a new post....in the middle of the night.. so here it is...'New Post'...
I really don't know what to say now that I writing.. but I have decided that whatever I type out, I must keep it there and not change anything except for spelling mistakes. So there. I win. I really should be going to sleep.. but I'm not because I'm not sure I want to go to sleep... I mean, yeah, I tired..ish...but it's a freakin' Friday... so it's like... screw it..
So I just finished watching the movie "Dirty Dancing"... it's pretty okay...except in a strange way, it kinda reminds me of High School Musical except that it's less family friendly. There are some scenes in it that really surprised me because despite the title, I didn't really take it to heart... So a lot of things surprised me... like the 'dirty dancing' part...
Oh well...I can handle it... sort of...
Okay.. I really should go to sleep. Bah... on't know what is wrong with me... maybe something...maybe nothing... maybe everything!?!
Oh whatever... I am going to type till I feel like stopping..okay I should go ..bye
I really don't know what to say now that I writing.. but I have decided that whatever I type out, I must keep it there and not change anything except for spelling mistakes. So there. I win. I really should be going to sleep.. but I'm not because I'm not sure I want to go to sleep... I mean, yeah, I tired..ish...but it's a freakin' Friday... so it's like... screw it..
So I just finished watching the movie "Dirty Dancing"... it's pretty okay...except in a strange way, it kinda reminds me of High School Musical except that it's less family friendly. There are some scenes in it that really surprised me because despite the title, I didn't really take it to heart... So a lot of things surprised me... like the 'dirty dancing' part...
Oh well...I can handle it... sort of...
Okay.. I really should go to sleep. Bah... on't know what is wrong with me... maybe something...maybe nothing... maybe everything!?!
Oh whatever... I am going to type till I feel like stopping..okay I should go ..bye
Monday, December 6, 2010
Happy
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
teehee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so happy .
happy. happy.
with no real reason why.
HAPPY!
teehee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so happy .
happy. happy.
with no real reason why.
HAPPY!
Saturday, December 4, 2010
Conclusion
I have come to the conclusion that I suck.
at
almost
absolutely
e v e r y t h i n g . . .
the means
a n y t h i n g
...How come the only things that seriously matter to me are the only things that I seem to have trouble with? How does that make any sense?
Why?
Go away.
at
almost
absolutely
e v e r y t h i n g . . .
the means
a n y t h i n g
...How come the only things that seriously matter to me are the only things that I seem to have trouble with? How does that make any sense?
Why?
Go away.
Putting in quite bluntly...
I
hate
flesh-eating
cockroaches.
No butterflies for me, my dear.
I get
Cockroaches.
Why is it so easy and so hard at the same time, love?
Stupid heart stopping and figurative melting,
Stupid not being able to look away,
Stupid clumsiness and becoming tongue-tied....
Ugh.
I
now
suck
at
this.
this time, it was my fault...
FAIL.
hate
flesh-eating
cockroaches.
No butterflies for me, my dear.
I get
Cockroaches.
Why is it so easy and so hard at the same time, love?
Stupid heart stopping and figurative melting,
Stupid not being able to look away,
Stupid clumsiness and becoming tongue-tied....
Ugh.
I
now
suck
at
this.
this time, it was my fault...
FAIL.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
In a crowded room, it's only him that I see...
So many words to say, yet they all avoid my lips. Feelings so deep and intense, it feels as though my heart could burst any minute, any second...all this hope gone to waste and all these dreams nearly shattered...oh, the irony, the sickening irony that is life and the heart-wrenching, silent, and sad smile that is my light. Pray that next time I will not be rendered speechless nor will I surrender to the voiceless shadow I became.
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