Today

My alarm clock went off at 7:15am. I turned it off. Went back to bed. Slept until it was 7:45am. Got up. Took a shower. Brushed my teeth in the shower. Washed my hair for the first time in 4 days in the shower. Got out. Dried my hair. Got dressed. Made breakfast, ate breakfast. Put lunch in my bag. Went to school.

After school. Vocal jazz. Ate brownies that Bella baked. Jammed with Mr. Myung after Vocal Jazz. Got picked by my mother. Dropped Christina off at the Skytrain station. Went home. Took a nap. Woke up at 7:45pm. Ate a sandwich.
.............Went on Facebook. Went on Twitter.

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The Future Looms

Hi there everyone,
I'm feeling very frazzled right now, just a side effect of thinking about the future and thinking about a job and all that crap. My mom really wants me to go major in French and then get some government job, but I feel like a government job means a desk job in a cubicle and that not only doesn't appeal to me... it frightens me. I don't want to waste away in some tedious position that I abhor and detest... I don't want to be stuck in one place all my life. I want to go places, be a part of moving forward... I want to spend my career pushing the limits of creative thinking and artistic expression, not stuck in a box working with someone over me telling me where the line has been drawn.
Argh. Argh. Argh.

I am afraid. I am afraid of the future and what it could possibly hold for me. I am afraid of being forced to become something I don't want to be. I'm afraid of working at a job that pays well, but one that I hate.


I'm so afraid for next year.

ONE DAY

I decided to get a life. And guess what? It didn't work.



I need to do my BIBLE WORLDVIEW PROJECT!!!!! BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!