I'm really stupid. Moody today. Blaaah!!! I keep trying to make a new blog post but all the things I come up with just aren't good enough!!! It all just seems so meaningless when it's written on the screen. Like the value and worth of the words I type out diminishes with every letter I press. It's so stupid because in my mind, there are so many things that I want to express and so many emotions that I want to share...but I can't!! there are so words, there is nothing that I can say or type that would ever accurately relate the things I am experiencing to the reader. Oh well, too bad.
So here I am. Sitting in my living room. On a beige, leather, sectional sofa. Wearing short black Nike shorts, a white spaghetti-strapped tank top, and a red hoodie that's a tad too big and lacking the end of its zipper.
I started the day off with morning swim. I came home. Changed and laid in bed for ten minutes. Let four tears escape me. Wrote on my calendar. Got up, turned on my laptop, ate food, got ready for volunteering. And now I am here.
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