you're a candle in the window on a cold dark winter's night.

Okay then, last night was ....weird.. Guess that's what I get when I'm blogging at 11 30 at night while I'm sick and stuff...
Haha! it's like things that you regret doing when you're drunk except I don't drink so this is my version, things that you kinda almost regret but not really because it's so entertaining when you're blogging at 11pm while sick and on meds.
But seriously, I can't believe that I did those things last night.
....and that sounded dirty. But it wasn't because I wasn't ...yeah...okay moving on!

I seriously hate being sick. It's horribly disgusting and you're all like 'BLAAH!!!!' and it feels like you have an army of ants that are attacking your throat..
But I have to have to HAVE TO!! get better by tomorrow because other than the fact I have Vocal Jazz tomorrow and I need to be able to sing... I promised my sister that if I don't get better by the time the long weekend is over that I'd go to the doctor. And I don't wanna go to the DOCTOR!!!!!! 'Cause doctors scare me.. okay no they don't but it's seems so pointless when you just have a mild cold...I should go eat more apples.
But that quote doesn't make sense to me!! Like the absolutely literal meaning of it 'An apple a day keeps the doctor away.' makes it sound like you can ward away doctors with apples the way you ward away vampires with garlic!! Like okay yeah, i get that it means that apples are good for you and will keep you healthy enough that you won't ever need to go to the doctor but okay..Imagine a korean international student ('cause my school has so many of them!) and they just came to Canada and they barely know any English at all...plus they're afraid of doctors. Isn't it possible for them to interpret the quote wrongly? They'd be carrying apples with them everywhere! and then everytime they are near a doctor, they hold out like an apple in front of them as like protection... oh wow...
Off topic much.

So I have decided that every single time that I write something strange like this, it'll be titled a line from a song that I could think of at the moment.. and yeah..I don't get songs stuck in my head...they just kinda go through one ear..mingle in my brain ..and then they go out the other ear..