My Confused Digestive System

I am pretty damn sick right now and it sucks because when you're in the twelfth grade and very involved in the music program, you don't really have the time to be pretty damn sick. Also, it's really painful.......and right now I'm watching my covers on youtube to distract myself from the pain of it. Yup, that's right, I have sunk that low. And the funny part is, it's working.

The pain of listening to my own recorded voice singing somehow magically overrides the pain of my confused digestive system. The sad part is that this morning when I first awoke from my fleeting slumber at like 7:15am, I felt perfectly fine...and then I moved....and apparently my stomach very reluctantly complied.

Let me try to demonstrate to you the pain that I am...which is a lot better than yesterday because yesterday I had  headache and a fever for part of it...Okay fine, it's not that bad....but it's still pretty bad...like it's .....ugh!!! I'm mad at my digestive system. Blegh.

Sick.

I feel like I have a really crappy immune system. I get sick so easily. I guess this is payback for all those times in elementary school that I didn't get sick. Oh well. It's part of the frailties of being a human.

My Two Personalities: Doing Homework

"I. Am. Behind".

"No, I'm not. Why would I be behind? Psh...you craaazy."

"I have homework to do."

"Yeah...not much though...it can wait..."

"Not much?? There's bio, choir, jazz, french..."

"Yeah? So? That's it? Oh my goodness, Nancy, you have to SING for homework, it's not that hard..."

"YES IT IS!!!!!! And bio...oh, bio........"

"Oh my goodness! If you're that worried, just shut up and do it!"

"Okay fine! I will!"

*takes out homework*

...

*looks at homework*

10 seconds later...

*puts homework away and goes to sleep*

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The only one...

Blessed

So it's Thanksgiving, a holiday where we are all forced to remember how blessed we are to possessed the things that we do, and remember how grateful we should be for all of the wonderful things in our lives. But what if we have a sucky life? What is there to thank God for if it feels like waking up every morning is a dreaded thing. What do we do then? Here's the answer and if you're in this position, you're gonna hate it and not do it, but here's the answer: Thank God anyways. It's not just ignoring the bad things in life and pretending everything is perfect, it's embracing the not-so-great situations and figuring out the reason it's there and being grateful for that.

" Rejoice always, pray continually,  give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus."  - 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18



Fortunately for me, the Lord has rained multiple blessings and has made a great work in my life. I have wonderful family and friends even though there are a lot of times when they get on my nerves, or I get on theirs (mainly the latter). I have the blessing of going to a Christian school where I am surrounded by so many figures of caring, loving teachers. I've got a roof over my head, a bed to sleep in, clothes to wear. A laptop to feed my addiction to Facebook. The ability to sing. Free healthcare.[ Gosh, it's becoming a list]. And food. We cannot forget food. So many things to be grateful for. I just love life in general. For now.

Re: Cuddling/Highlights of the Gathering.

My cuddling needs were met yesterday which makes me really happy. In the presence of all my friends. In the dark. During Inception. "Come closer Ryan...come closer..."

Tempting? I think so. [No, it really wasn't tempting at all. ;) ]

Besides that, I actually for real had a birthday party thingy yesterday and it didn't completely suck...in my opinion. Which is pretty awesome and I don't think that I completely failed at being a hostess. Oh my goodness.

Three highlights of the night that made things extra awesome:

1. While blowing out the candles, I left none...which meant that I'm not gonna have any boyfriends. Now we all know how ironic that would be...Me of all people not have a single boyfriend. Maybe it's because I'm married though...

2. When I opened a wonderful gift from Hannah, Bianca, Victor, and sort of Toren, and I found two beautiful wonderful bras inside and I basically laughed my head off for like 5 minutes straight, my face must have been so red....Oh man...One of them was really pretty though...the red one with black lace...haha, I also got some candles from Toren himself...maybe there's some seducing in my future? ;) 

3. When I pushed Ryan Mock out of my house. And his mom looked amused. Because when she was coming to pick him and my brother Alex up...he was kinda stuck behind me and him tryna put his converse on...and his mom wanted him outside or something...So then I pushed him out...of my house. and his mother looked amused.

The movie was okay. The fire was freakin' awesome. The gifts were...they made me smile because people actually thought through what they were gonna give me and if they didn't end up giving me anything, I was pretty glad that they came anyways...because you have no idea how scared I was that this shindig was goona fail and no one would come and everything would suck. So contrary to my pessimistic expectations, it was pretty awesome. :)

Shiiiiiieeeeettttt!!!

I gots a partay today and I gots to get ready for it!!!!!

Which means... HOUSECLEANING!!! fml.   =_="