Re: Cuddling/Highlights of the Gathering.

My cuddling needs were met yesterday which makes me really happy. In the presence of all my friends. In the dark. During Inception. "Come closer Ryan...come closer..."

Tempting? I think so. [No, it really wasn't tempting at all. ;) ]

Besides that, I actually for real had a birthday party thingy yesterday and it didn't completely suck...in my opinion. Which is pretty awesome and I don't think that I completely failed at being a hostess. Oh my goodness.

Three highlights of the night that made things extra awesome:

1. While blowing out the candles, I left none...which meant that I'm not gonna have any boyfriends. Now we all know how ironic that would be...Me of all people not have a single boyfriend. Maybe it's because I'm married though...

2. When I opened a wonderful gift from Hannah, Bianca, Victor, and sort of Toren, and I found two beautiful wonderful bras inside and I basically laughed my head off for like 5 minutes straight, my face must have been so red....Oh man...One of them was really pretty though...the red one with black lace...haha, I also got some candles from Toren himself...maybe there's some seducing in my future? ;) 

3. When I pushed Ryan Mock out of my house. And his mom looked amused. Because when she was coming to pick him and my brother Alex up...he was kinda stuck behind me and him tryna put his converse on...and his mom wanted him outside or something...So then I pushed him out...of my house. and his mother looked amused.

The movie was okay. The fire was freakin' awesome. The gifts were...they made me smile because people actually thought through what they were gonna give me and if they didn't end up giving me anything, I was pretty glad that they came anyways...because you have no idea how scared I was that this shindig was goona fail and no one would come and everything would suck. So contrary to my pessimistic expectations, it was pretty awesome. :)

Shiiiiiieeeeettttt!!!

I gots a partay today and I gots to get ready for it!!!!!

Which means... HOUSECLEANING!!! fml.   =_="

Cuddling.

My cuddling needs are not being met. Grrr.... *cute asian pouty face*

"Interesting question."

That first day that I explored,
you gave me the entire tour.
A new place that I've never seen
where first kisses could have been.

And I walked through your memories,
jumped into your past.
You let me in completely
even though I never asked.

And the feelings that rushed through me; they're almost gone
But these words that echo in my head, they play like a song.
You're the one, you are the one.
You're the one, you are the one.

Lying here near your heart
staring into space.
The seconds keep ticking in my head;
we've got none to waste.

So confess to me all your heart's desires,
I've got mine to share.
Let's use the moment to our advantage
We have no time to spare.

And the feelings that rushed through me; they're almost gone
But these words that echo in my head, they play like a song.
You're the one, you are the one.
You're the one, you are the one.

But 12:40's on the clock and we've got to end this dream.
I've got to leave this place before they figure out our scheme.

Hold me one more time, before I go away.
Don't know if I'll come back again any other day.


And the feelings that rushed through me; they're almost gone
But these words that echo in my head, they play like a song.
You're the one, you are the one.
You're the one, you are the one.

 Lo and behold, as I turned around
it's only you that I see.
What I saw in your eyes, I will never forget.
They were speaking to me, saying...

You're the one, you are the one.
You're the one, you are the one.

You're the one, you are the one.
You're the one, you are the one.

On Baptism

So today I got baptized (*applause* "Praise the Lord!" "Amen!") and it was pretty awesome. 

My testimony was pretty long and my hands were shaking the entire time I was reading it. But before all of this, I was just holding it and crumpling it up so by the time I was in front of everyone, I had to open up this crumpled sheet of paper. the audience got a good laugh out of it. Calmed a bit of the nerves.

It's odd because I remember everything so clearly. Walking slowly into the frigid waters of Crescent Beach...Being plunged into it...and then being pulled out...I remember so clearly the picture of the water closing up on top of me (I guess I didn't close my eyes) and when I got pulled back out...a verse came to me (Oh how cheesy and stereotypical Nancy Le, of course you'd have a random verse come to mind while being baptized...Pfft..) and it was Mark 1:9-11
"At that time Jesus came from Nazareth in Galilee and was baptized by John in the Jordan. ¹⁰ Just as Jesus was coming up out of the water, he saw heaven being torn open and the Spirit descending on him like a dove. ¹¹ And a voice came from heaven: “You are my Son, whom I love; with you I am well pleased.”

and it was just awesome...

Honestly, I don't feel any different now that I have been baptized...in the words of HFriesen on her baptism "There was so much leading up to that point and then...it was over. Anticlimactic much."
But when you're in the moment, getting baptized...or even before when you're giving your testimony...Well, for me...it was all quite emotional...Even though I didn't cry... I made my sister cry... (Oh darling Nina)
Haha...so yeah...
Now I can say I've been baptized. Cool.

Spare: Law 12

So since I wasn't super great with sticking to that plan this summer.. I kinda failed.. so I resent the form thingy and everything and hoped for the best....

New Beginnings...

I feel like right now I should be writing something about life and endings and graduation and being a senior but nah.... It's still summer. Schools started. I've got some goals. Hopefully they shall be reached.