Thursday, June 16, 2011
Attempted Simile To Demonstrate My Love
I need you like the world needs the Sun. I want you like my mom wants coca-cola. And I love you like I love food, except more.
I'm Blind
What a hypocritical, ridiculous, immature, conceited, whiner that girl is. She's got a great life, but all she can do is complain. Is she completely blind to the fact that everything is literally picture perfect in her life? What more can the girl ask for? Apparently a lot.
"If God is for us, who can be against us? 32 He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? " Romans 8:31-32
Hi, my name is Nancy and I am blind and ignorant to all the blessings that God has brought into my life. I have a disgusting attitude and I am ungrateful. [Thesis]
When one does a purely active sport, one finds oneself in a position where time for thought is unlimited.
Once upon a time, on a certain summer day...a girl was doing a kicking set where all she had to do was...kick. So...she got to thinking about her life and how everything sucked. Every single thing about it just seemed exactly less than perfect. And after awhile of this thinking that everything sucked, she did something really unexpected. She finally followed the advice of this guy and she made a list of all the stuff in her life that actually made it good. And came up with...a lot. Then she thought of the youth group she went to last night and remembered a verse she read and how it didn't have anything to with this at all, but at the same time it had everything to do with this because of what she took from that verse.
"And a voice came from heaven: “You are my Son, whom I love; with you I am well pleased.” "
Mark 1:11
"If God is for us, who can be against us? 32 He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? " Romans 8:31-32
Hi, my name is Nancy and I am blind and ignorant to all the blessings that God has brought into my life. I have a disgusting attitude and I am ungrateful. [Thesis]
When one does a purely active sport, one finds oneself in a position where time for thought is unlimited.
Once upon a time, on a certain summer day...a girl was doing a kicking set where all she had to do was...kick. So...she got to thinking about her life and how everything sucked. Every single thing about it just seemed exactly less than perfect. And after awhile of this thinking that everything sucked, she did something really unexpected. She finally followed the advice of this guy and she made a list of all the stuff in her life that actually made it good. And came up with...a lot. Then she thought of the youth group she went to last night and remembered a verse she read and how it didn't have anything to with this at all, but at the same time it had everything to do with this because of what she took from that verse.
"And a voice came from heaven: “You are my Son, whom I love; with you I am well pleased.” "
Mark 1:11
Monday, June 13, 2011
Thursday, June 9, 2011
The Strangest Sensation
I'm feeling the strangest sensation at the pit of my stomach. It feels weird...I feel like I've lost feeling from my body.. It's like... I'm not floating...but like...there's been a cord that attached me to my body and that cord got cut...
I feel...
It's indescribable...
I feel...
There aren't any words...
What a strange sensation...
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
I Want To Close The Door
Oh...you....
[insert sigh here]
It's so sunny outside, yet so dark and drab in my mind...
It feels as if my head is trying to support an anvil.
Compression, tension.
I could fall asleep so easily...
Just drift away...and perhaps not come back...
I'm so tired.
Tired of school.
Tired of homework.
Tired of family.
Tired of friends.
Tired of life.
I'm just so...drained and dead...
[insert sigh here]
Oh...love...
[insert sigh here]
It's so sunny outside, yet so dark and drab in my mind...
It feels as if my head is trying to support an anvil.
Compression, tension.
I could fall asleep so easily...
Just drift away...and perhaps not come back...
I'm so tired.
Tired of school.
Tired of homework.
Tired of family.
Tired of friends.
Tired of life.
I'm just so...drained and dead...
[insert sigh here]
Oh...love...
Monday, June 6, 2011
Take Initiative
I'd rather you try and completely fail than not try at all. I've got faith in you, love.
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Tolerance
T stands for a lot of things. One of the things it stands for is a guy I know. It also stands for tolerance, something that I truly need to master if I am going to survive this life mentally stable and it's something I need to master if I'm going to go to school with this guy and stay mentally stable. He's proud, stubborn, firm, and brutally honest...depending on who he's talking to. Which he'll be brutally honest when it comes to me 'cause he knows that I don't really care what he thinks or says. but honestly, I think the reason I don't care what he thinks or says is because if I did...I wouldn't be able to live. At all. I would be constantly worrying about what he thinks and I'd just not be able to function. Not that I don't give his thoughts about me some consideration. I mean, after I get over my pride and I carefully dissect what flaws of mine he may be talking about...sometimes, there's something useful about having a person who is firm in his beliefs around. Sometimes. Other times, it just feels like I should go kill myself to make the guy happy because I'd rather do that than reform to his vision of what I should be. Other times, I wish there was a way for him to at least accept an idea as what it is... an idea...and that he not have to analyze ad pronounce it as either sinful or righteous. Which brings us back to tolerance. I can only speak for myself when I say I need more of it.
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