Cuddling.

My cuddling needs are not being met. Grrr.... *cute asian pouty face*

"Interesting question."

That first day that I explored,
you gave me the entire tour.
A new place that I've never seen
where first kisses could have been.

And I walked through your memories,
jumped into your past.
You let me in completely
even though I never asked.

And the feelings that rushed through me; they're almost gone
But these words that echo in my head, they play like a song.
You're the one, you are the one.
You're the one, you are the one.

Lying here near your heart
staring into space.
The seconds keep ticking in my head;
we've got none to waste.

So confess to me all your heart's desires,
I've got mine to share.
Let's use the moment to our advantage
We have no time to spare.

And the feelings that rushed through me; they're almost gone
But these words that echo in my head, they play like a song.
You're the one, you are the one.
You're the one, you are the one.

But 12:40's on the clock and we've got to end this dream.
I've got to leave this place before they figure out our scheme.

Hold me one more time, before I go away.
Don't know if I'll come back again any other day.


And the feelings that rushed through me; they're almost gone
But these words that echo in my head, they play like a song.
You're the one, you are the one.
You're the one, you are the one.

 Lo and behold, as I turned around
it's only you that I see.
What I saw in your eyes, I will never forget.
They were speaking to me, saying...

You're the one, you are the one.
You're the one, you are the one.

You're the one, you are the one.
You're the one, you are the one.

On Baptism

So today I got baptized (*applause* "Praise the Lord!" "Amen!") and it was pretty awesome. 

My testimony was pretty long and my hands were shaking the entire time I was reading it. But before all of this, I was just holding it and crumpling it up so by the time I was in front of everyone, I had to open up this crumpled sheet of paper. the audience got a good laugh out of it. Calmed a bit of the nerves.

It's odd because I remember everything so clearly. Walking slowly into the frigid waters of Crescent Beach...Being plunged into it...and then being pulled out...I remember so clearly the picture of the water closing up on top of me (I guess I didn't close my eyes) and when I got pulled back out...a verse came to me (Oh how cheesy and stereotypical Nancy Le, of course you'd have a random verse come to mind while being baptized...Pfft..) and it was Mark 1:9-11
"At that time Jesus came from Nazareth in Galilee and was baptized by John in the Jordan. ¹⁰ Just as Jesus was coming up out of the water, he saw heaven being torn open and the Spirit descending on him like a dove. ¹¹ And a voice came from heaven: “You are my Son, whom I love; with you I am well pleased.”

and it was just awesome...

Honestly, I don't feel any different now that I have been baptized...in the words of HFriesen on her baptism "There was so much leading up to that point and then...it was over. Anticlimactic much."
But when you're in the moment, getting baptized...or even before when you're giving your testimony...Well, for me...it was all quite emotional...Even though I didn't cry... I made my sister cry... (Oh darling Nina)
Haha...so yeah...
Now I can say I've been baptized. Cool.

Spare: Law 12

So since I wasn't super great with sticking to that plan this summer.. I kinda failed.. so I resent the form thingy and everything and hoped for the best....

New Beginnings...

I feel like right now I should be writing something about life and endings and graduation and being a senior but nah.... It's still summer. Schools started. I've got some goals. Hopefully they shall be reached.