Black Fire

There is a fire within me
Burning,destroying the past
Forget all that is done
I want it to be over already!
Fire burn,Burn,BURN!
Burn me until there is nothing more than ashes
Black ashes and the smell of incense
Oh! unjust world, cruel world
When will the fiery phoenix appear?
from the shadows of Dark Desperation.

The Day Is Old

Today seems so slow
the clock moves at such a slow rate
tick...tick...tick
the seconds go by as fast as a snail's pace
cars seem to all be in reverse
and the rain evaporates as it falls
You know something is wrong
when things are set in slow motion

I Don't Like You

I don't like you at all. I don't listen to your voice, I don't sneak looks at you, in fact, I couldn't care less about you. My heart doesn't melt when you say my name nor does it stop when I look up to see your smile. I don't wish that you would notice me anymore than you already do and it doesn't matter to me how close we are as friends. It doesn't bother me when you walk farther and farther away from me; I even avoid you because I don't care. And I can't tell you anything of this because it would be really rude.

That is a lie.

I like you too much. The sound of your voice is home and I constantly sneak looks at you when I think you're not looking. It seems like every part of me melts when I hear you say my name and I can hardly breathe when I see you smile at me. Sometimes I wish you would just notice me more and that we were closer friends than the acquaintances that we are. Everytime you walk away, I feel like following you and I avoid you because I care too much. And I can't tell you any of this because I would rather live in the dream world where you might like me too rather than facing the reality that you don't.

Poisoned Apples

It’s taking over me
Like a malicious poison
Sinking into my skin
Take pity on me
For the searing pain
Is too much to take
My strength cannot hold up
Falling victim under the suffering
It hurts…

~ I let loose one more breathe
Numb with pain
My consciousness is lost…

Roses Are Red

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Though we are apart
I’ll be thinking of you

Shattered

Face the day through silent tears
Trapped and enclosed by my only fears
Bring on reality and shatter my dreams
Of whose happiness matters?
Not mine it seems

Addiction

Every time I heard your lies
A small part of me dies inside
As much as I want to be with you
You always hurt me
With what you put me through
If I stay any longer
I fear my end
Against your words
I cannot defend
I realize now
No matter how I fought
You are my weakness
In your web I was caught

Time

Time changes who we are
With things we are set against
The things we put up with
They changes us
As if we were clumps of clay
They mold us
Shape our ways
Until the final product has appeared
We are who events and happenings have made us to be
Given the things we have been put through
We are the remainder.

Real Beauty

Upon a fence I sat
My eyes on my silent companion
A red-breasted robin
Perched upon my tree
My loud voice frightens it
At my dismay it flies a distance ,hiding
And only to my hopeful words
Did it once again appear to me
So slowly the sky fades to dark
Only brilliant hues remain
I see a sky streaked with orange and pink
And as the robin with me enjoy this evening
I realize
This is real everlasting beauty

Cheese Poem

I like cheese
Can I have some please?
I’m on my knees
Just gimme the cheese
Fine, be a sleaze
I’ll go get my keys
And steal my own cheese
Hmph!